The thing about Scanner yesterday was that rather than setting a huge list of goals I could never accomplish, I set one single goal and attempted to keep my attention deficit/surplus brain focused on it for the entire day. And I was successful, in that I finished the book. Successful in that I was mindful of the distractions.
My doctor thinks I need to work on visiting my emotional side more. But she doesn't want to lead me. I, however, think I need to work on confidence. So she decided it would be best to try to meditate upon, and perhaps write who I imagine I would like to become. Which is exactly what Kermix asked me to do.