Congratulations to the two brothers I never knew I had, as they shed a piece of their pasts. The Death card is a boon to you both.
The Death card is a boon to me, even reversed. I miss my father more, but I am now one with the motorcycle. I am not actually become one; not yet. But I am becoming. And that is an important difference in the synthesis of the thesis and antithesis. Between Being and Nothing is Becoming. And that is what we perpetually are.
I, the perpetual non-starter, or non-finisher, have finished the process of becoming a licensed motorcyclist. Which starts me on the path to actually learning to ride (safely). Learn to Ride. Ride to Learn.