The Enemy of the Good (eideteker) wrote,
The Enemy of the Good
eideteker
  • Mood: look at me, watching daytimetv
  • Music: Price is Right

I don't wanna be alone.

I don't want to be alone right now. I get to thinking and then I start to feel worthless.

Calling places and getting no job leads helps the worthlessness thing.

Talking to friends makes me feel not worthless. Especially when those people tell me they like me, and care about me, and that they've been worried about me, especially when I don't know them very well.

I thought about it today, because I know so many people not done with school... I have almost 100/120 credits. That's SO CLOSE.

Of course, once I get a job, I'll be made to feel worthless all over again, but I will have cash.
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