January 30th, 2002

Grrr!, Dammit!

AIM is STILL LAME

Right, because I leave AIM running while I watch a movie, and then fall asleep during that movie; that's your perfect excuse to message me six or seven times to try to wake me up.

Of COURSE I'm not still awake. Or, Christ, if I am, there's no reason to message me just to find that out. I hate it when people are like, "Hey, are you still up?"

I AM NOW, FUCKASS!!!
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    fist
Youngblood

In case you were curious

And now I'm fucked. I normally have to be at work 10 min ago. Luckily, I get to stroll in today at nine.

Wonder if I'll make it.

(I finally fell asleep at 6 and change in the AM)
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    Spacehog - I Want to Live
Jigen Daisuke

They come a-runnin' just as fast as they can

Cause every girl's crazy 'bout the ten digit span.

Yes, being able to memorize a ten digit number in under five minutes is impressive, at least to a cute twentisomething Jewish girl in scrubs.

Doing it twice in that same five minutes makes you like God. A god without a telephone number, granted, but you might've guessed I was not in top form this morning.

Excuses, excuses, I know. I should've commented on the scrubs, or the cost of matzoh, or something. The point is, I memorized the wrong ten digits, twice.

I'm still new at this whole picking up girls thing. I really shouldn't let something like someone else's faith intimidate me, but I guess I've been shut out enough for it to raise subconscious flags, whether or not I like it.

Crap, and I am now missing three darling ladies.

Gah, loneliness. Sometimes I like it, but for about an hour each day, I really feel the pangs of it.

"then come back, child, cause it's cold outside..."
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    Spacehog - I Want to Live

Talk to 2x4

Now write on the board a thousand times: "I will not forget just how much Molly McGuire's Lime rocks."

Tonight, I can do any of the following:

  • Wallow in self-pity, getting nothing done and missing people.
  • Re-arrange my CDs, synch up my database, and hook up my game systems (two or more weeks without N64 or Doremucasuto)
  • Try to write something huge and heavy, to purge this big, oppresive block-thing from my head.
  • Chat with miscellaneous friends and hope that one or two certain people will show up.
  • FIRE, FIRE, FIRE!!!
  • Go to sleep early and wake up early in the morning ( we all know how well that worked last night. =\ )

    I have going for me (as revealed in the past week) my incredible memory for just about everything, and my biceps/arms. Now as soon as I find my third selling point, I can launch an ad campain. P-A-I-N, no g. Because no pain, no gain. So unless there is no g, there is no gain. But yet, you can't spell gain without a g... so...

    Umm... I need some time to myself.

    no g means gain, but no g means no gain, but g means no gain, but...


    Oh, nevermind. 12 Monkeys is on. I'm pretty much dead to the world.
    • Current Music
      Molly McGuire - Love Two by Four