April 22nd, 2001

Taking the initiative.

[5:27] <Slvrfsh> someone should put me out of my misery
* Dark|Away caps Slvrfsh
<Dark|Away> Actually, wait, no
[5:27] <Slvrfsh> thanks
<Dark|Away> Do it your damn self
<Dark|Away> Too many lazy people nowadays.
<Dark|Away> "Somebody kill me."
<Dark|Away> Kill your own damn self.
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    Pearl Jam - Butter, Man

Meticulous Gifts

And the rainfall in the city
Is never ever witty
sidewalks gritty
It makes me feel pretty

Charlatans and chicanerists
may dance and do their tricks
they will never have you
not the way I do

From thousands of miles away
the rain has traveled far to play
games I've never thought of
And pitterpatter songs of love

And each droplet kiss brings change
A departure I'd never miss from the strange
and every detail's rearranged

Ten thousand drops pust a grain of dust
They don't know why, but somehow they must
Gravity is the only thing they trust
Until they dry and leave behind rust

10 Heaven
20 Hell
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    Cake - IF Sheep GOTO 10 ELSE IF Goats GOTO 20
This is not my beautiful icon.

An exercise in rhyme

A record of ages, he turns the pages; studies the sages and he gauges their respective traits. He apportions attention like the Fates; no rebates—you can't debate once it's too late. As he sees them, he frees them; sprung to life are the friezes upon which the artist eases their likenesses. And the reader confesses, his lessons were never essential in the way that truth can be consequential and even prudential. The task is monumental, but fundamental potential arises, evidential, and belies the lies in their eyes that he'd missed, the humanity so subtly with genius kissed and he's blessed to witness this.

Witness it? You ain't seen shit. Sure, you've dusted off some grit from decrepit volumes of wit, but what of it? You labored; never loved it, got down in it, not up above it. Far from a glove-fit you had to shove it down your throat and feebly hope what they wrote spoke some spark of faint light into the dark night that is your life so rife with strife that to be cut with a knife would be quite alright, thank you very much. But still, you've felt the touch of ages gone long ago and you know something that someday may make you grow.
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    Cake - Let Me Go
This is not my beautiful icon.

I ask No Quarter.

<Dark> This is when I know I have a good woman
<Dark> She gives me Tool doing Led Zep
<Morgalyn> damn
<kermix> holee shit
<Morgalyn> that is good
<kermix> wr0K

It is too bad that Maynard is no Robert Plant. But hey, Robert Plant isn't even Robert Plant anymore. Which reminds me; I never picked up Geddy Lee's album.

Mad props to Baka for hooking me up with some Joy Division, especially the original Dead Souls and Love Will Tear Us Apart (which I had actually thought was a Cure song. SHIT! I suck! :( ). You rock, Jase.

I can't get Direct Connect to work, and Napster is sucking, so I'm relying on tradeZ. So far, so good.

Also, get MCHawking's new song... "Why Won't Jesse Helms Just Hurry up and Die?" It mentions "morlocks". Fuck yeah.
  • Current Music
    Tool - No Quarter

Buy myself a rose at the end of the day...

And She
And she also sends me rain
Uses my words to salve her pain
And even if I can't hold her tight
I will be with her tonight

I rain my kisses on her hair
And she is in the very air
A static charge that splits the night
I run free with her tonight

We embrace
no place
between us
there is no space

There is only love
the two of us
the heavens above
me and my joy

It never was so pure
And I've never been so sure
And it's never felt so right
I am there with her tonight

Thunder is wonder
and in the shadowed scar
that splits the night
I run free with her tonight

I work hard so I can get pay
Turn right around and spend it gettin play
And it occurred to me today
Man, there has got to be a better way

Sucka h0's with they fidollah clotheZ think they can git with this
Little do they know they chance they missed
Back when I was a punk kid an undiscovered funk kid
Not the master of the rhymeZ I am today
I would have surely given play
Now, no way

Fuck yo fake ass nails
Yo fake ass tits
Nappy ass extensions
And you wanna git wit this?

Nuh-uh. Ain't gonna happen.
Better find another dog if you wanna get to body slappin
Bitches always gotta start to steppin
So I gotta start rappin

What the fuck went wrong?
Oh yeah, I got outta bed today
And ever since then
Shit's been fucked in a major way

I feel like bustin caps in some punk ass
Or puttin my fist through some fuckin plate glass
my boots stomp the concrete
people back up backup as I pass

Something's gonna break cuz I don't know how much more I'll take before I make the bloodstain scrape offa my shoe ain't nuthin you can do when I come for you and your motherfucking little dog too.

It's on
and on and on and on
till the break-a breaka dawn
It's on
You betta run, cuz I'm 'bout to have some fun.

Deal with It
Mnemosene dreams and intricate schemes
I float my trireme downstream
I awkwardly bulleme
"She will be mine," I scream

Pugilism to the self
I need to care about my health
I say as I beat myself up
Till there are bruises on my glutted gut

I escape the painful day
by throwing everything away
I can't keep living this way
But I fear that ugly is here to stay

God, damn fate for making me like this
And goddamn society
and goddamn genetics
I'll kill myself in an act of eugenics

All is lost
except the weight I bear
and fuck you life
Why should I care?

I wonder if they will shed a tear
or kick back and crack a beer

the fat kid's dead
my tombstone said
written small
and that was all

I think I lost the whole "male eating disorder" aspect to that last one. :\
* Dark works hard to level up his skillZ.
<Dark> You can't spell skills without ill!
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    Black Lab - Ten Million Years / Blacksheep - This or That