The Enemy of the Good (eideteker) wrote,
The Enemy of the Good

Tarnished Armor

Now I start to wonder. I know I'm making more out of this than it is because I have nothing else to think about for the time being and I'm trying to occupy my mind with affairs other than school. But I'm wondering if she's doing something silly like waiting by the phone. That would make me feel guilty. I'd feel like I needed to call her because of my damn Knight in Shiny Armor complex. I'm one of those guys (Sparkmatch calls me a Boy Scout-- I used to be one, actually) that feels compelled to try to help damsels in distress, usually with disastrous consequences. And like I've said before, she already told me not to. But did she mean it? I hope so, cause if not, she's still waiting. :(
Members of the opposite sex are always confusing. But at least I'm not really worried, just thinking about it. Thinking a little too much, but I'm trying to stop just letting things slide off of me. I don't want to be cold and unemotional and distant. I'm trying to be friendly to people a lot more. Maybe I can still suck some more marrow out of life.

In other news, six entries today. A record for me. Hopefully they're not all useless junk.

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